Last night was the best night ever
we talked about eo
get to know eo better
shared our interest
we talked till late
the stars gone and appears
we dont give a damn
i shared an intimate stories for the first time
i slept wif the biggest smile ever : clown+joker face
Today was a mess .
a text from the double Y to YN came in out of blue
saying few uncomfortable stuff and history facts
YN felt sad and guilty even i can feel it from here
she began to think of saying a good goodbye
our rutins goes slow
less calls less tex no fb feeds
even slower by hours
I couldnt care less bout her
thinking about so many things we had plan todo together
makes me happy
but looking at things at the moment
makes me hopeless
Later at night
she called and said wanna go to Ikea
just to take a walk and window shop
she likes to take a walk whenever shes stress or moody
she asked me whether i wanna go wif her
im soo glad and happy !
she havent give up on me yey
so she came and fetch me at home
actual plan was to have a futsal game
but the hell wif futsal i have better things todo 
so we had the talk
explained to her the feelings and all
and so we came to an aggrement
to stay friends and cont to know eo better
This morning i was so shocked
when she told me that she feels the same way i do
we just cant stop thinking about eo
the eager to see eo is overwhelm
i feel special
she far more special
im just grateful that we have came to this state
just happy to be this happy 
she brings joy in my days
her presence bring back the sparkle of life
aite gtg
shes calling now
tata !
flapjackorfervent
